August 19, 2014: And, I’m back. So here I am again. What’s new huh? Well I guess life will always find a way to fuck you up again whenever you’re happy, and out of a sudden, BAAMM!! It hit you with a brick in the head. That’s my life, you people, I don’t know. Every time a problem solved, another comes in. I guess that’s just how life works aite homies? I don’t know how long I can stand with all the shits that’s happening or will happen, but all I know, I’ve to. I’ve come to a point where I realize that I’m facing the world alone, even I’ve my parents with me, I think only my dad would keep supporting me with his money, as for my mom? Nahhh, she’s just don’t give a single fuck bout me anymore peeps, I guess from now on she won’t consider me part of the family anymore, it breaks my heart really, but I guess we’ll never be on the same page as we disagree in almost everything. I mean, I’m kinda an assholes right, so lets face it. I’m stubborn, I’ve my own way of doing things, I hate when people tell me what to do, I really hate when people force me to do things that I don’t want and I’ll just do things that I love to do. I don’t know if my family issues will ever come to an end, because like my mom, I’ve too big of an ego. I don’t apologize for things that I think I didn’t do and I’m not the person that love to give in. Its hard for me to do so, but if I do, man, that must be something. All I know, now I wanna prove my mother wrong. Everything that she said, when I’ve succeeded in proving her wrong I’m gonna rub every single of my success on her face. For now, I’m sorry mom, that I always offended you, raise my voice towards you, I want you to know I didn’t mean it, I lose control, I lose my patience after hearing what you said. That’s why it happened. Whatever it is, i’ll always love you, always. Made a vow, I’ll prove you wrong and at the same time I’ll make you proud. I promised.